Tuesday, November 22, 2011

God has a reason for allowing things to happen. We may never understand His wisdom, but we simply have to Trust His will....
its always frustrating when u want to go somewhere and u cant do it!!! Im sorry Mommy Tess coz I did'nt get the chance to talk to u before u go... I will Miss You.. May You rest in peace... I love you....

Thursday, November 17, 2011

SAD DAY

Sad day

Its my sad day
i've got nothing more to say

Although i don't want to go
i'm tired of feeling so low

I'm sick of being treated this way
what did i do to deserve all this pain

I tried to be happy and free
i never got a chance to be me

Its not okay
nothings left
so now ill close my eyes and slip away

SAD

Im feeling SAD and i know exactly why, I cannot show this feeling to anybody, i need to pretend that im ok.... Im having a hard time explaining to myself tat i need to do it...GOD pls. help me coz i need to forget Him even just 1 day coz if I did it in one day i know i can do it for the rest of my life.......

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Dear GOD,

Dear GOD,

Thank You for being there when no one else was...
Thank You for waking me up every morning...
Thank You for taking care of my children...
Thank You for all the blessing....
Thank You for the strength and guidance...
In JESUS name
Amen

Friday, November 4, 2011

ALL I CAN SAY ARE THESE WORDS...

All I Can Say Are These Words

all i can say are these words….
I love you.
now i have no idea how you feel and that scares me
but i kind of put that on myself didn't I?

i know i hurt you, and i hate to speak of it
but we always end up hurting the ones we love, don't we?
i am sorry for what i did to you and i hope you know and see
please let me show you that woman who i can be
i know that i can never change what i did

i had my problems, but that is no excuse
i ran away from what i knew, i cut loose

i should have been better to you
but now i want to make it up to you
please know, i never for a moment stopped loving you

all i can say are these words...

it was your love that held us together
your love that made me better
your love that allowed me to be alive
and it was you that made our love thrive

our love that was pure and true
i am truly sorry that i ever hurt you

all i can say are these words…
I L.O.V.E. YOU

Dear GOD,

Dear God,
I will wait upon your answers, with all my heart fulfilled,
because I know the day you died, my salvation was sealed.
You did it all for me, your love you didn't hide,
and I know that I can't make it, without you by my side.

With all my love, I'm sorry God, I ever doubted you,
Forever my Savior, I'll always worship you.

Dear GOD,

Dear God,
I've prayed and cried and prayed some more, then fell upon my knees,
I've told you what I needed, and begged, and ask you please.
I know that you still hear me, and you know just what to do,
and now I know JUST trust, and put all my faith in you.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

STILL RISE...

Still I Rise


You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise,

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my GOD gave,
I rise
I rise
I rise.